Blabberings.: poem

Solution
by Ren Concha

The spaces between our fingers

The emptiness that lingers

This intense emotion of neither happiness nor sadness

This poignant eyes desperately yearning for belongingness

A human being living with such history

Suffering the ruins in deep solitary

How could she ever be brimming of radiance

When the riddle of love is an extreme hindrance

Such puzzles entwined preordained to torment

The labyrinth of unknown serpents as opponent

Each moment left in wide isolation

Appears this anxious feeling of desolation

Apparently you are the only answer and resolution

To every problem of mine that needed a solution

Probably you are the answer to the riddle

And the path to the labyrinth's puzzle

Play the role you are predestined to in my life's tragedy

and Make the rest a worthwhile transformation to romance-comedy

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Wordplay
by Ren Concha

the ocean cries

light to dark

everyone dies

left no spark

red to blue

what it means

old to new

i wish it was

playing with words

really fun

jungling swords

dead and gone

you understand

pointless structure

breaking bond

you get the picture

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Love and Happiness

by Ren Concha

needle-like things piercing through my heart,

enough for separating my body and soul apart.

you know what it means when its life and death

slowly, gradually, rapidly taking away my breath.

is this what you call pain or is it some other feeling

in crowd you smile as if the ache is not even hurting

smiling, laughing, wishing someone would save you

inside the cage, crying, shouting, someone would free you

where is the key to eternal happiness

does it even exist in this darkness

loving someone wouldn't mean happiness

it also means being trapped in darkness

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If Only
by Ren Concha

empty body walking dead

all the tears she shed

for him it's nothing

for her it's everything

giving him yourself in a hundred percent

being loved by him is zero percent

when is it fair, when is it mutual

happy, sad, pain, what an endless cycle

just how lucky are some to find their someone

who would answer their heart's call

just how miserable she is with her only one

who would never be his one and only at all.

if only our hearts can be taught

if only happiness could be bought

money would just be everything

no need for love cause its nothing

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Tomorrow I want to go to the Beach

by Ren Concha

tomorrow i want to go to the beach

want to watch the waves of the sea

to witness the rise and set of the sun

and feel the flow of energy within me

my, isn't it a lovely feeling

peaceful and calm wind breezing

telling you life is a paradise

wherein reality is full of lies

fool are we trying to explore

something we couldn't reach

imaginations upon beyond seashore

remains imaginations even after death

endless rebellion inside us

war within ourselves

weak and fragile like glass

couldn't resist harshness of fate

tomorrow i want to go to the beach

continue living in illusions

believing beyond is what i imagine it to be

and so achieve happiness through imaginations

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In Silence

by Ren Concha

You are the reason of my happiness.

As well as the subject of my weakness.

I know I am to blame of my own sadness.

But poor me, I don't know what to do next.

During sad times, I'm trying my best to smile.

But for now let me just be true for a while.

Like alice in wonderland, I'm drown in my tears.

Oh I hope you are here helping me conquer my fears.

Like the thin wind that blows upon my hair.

In dark shadows where I wish you still care.

Clashes of thunders, storm of tears raining.

Pain and everything I am silently screaming.

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Promise
by Ren Concha

I was so empty before, till you came.

You filled me up with the love that was never the same.

You made me feel like everything is in place.

Funny how my love for you grew just in days.

Baby come on, hold my hand and never let go.

I wanna let you know again and again that I love you so.

Babe we're going on a journey just the two of us

Let's make every moment and the magic last

The pain and the sorrow, I can take it.

As long as you're with me, I can make it.

And when promises are meant to be broken.

Promise me you'll never love me again.

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Someday
by Ren Concha

A rainbow without rain.

A love without pain.

A true smile that radiates.

A true bliss that elates.

The world is innocent.

So better not be silent.

Release your voice.

Dance and rejoice.

Someday your wishes will be heard.

All your fears will be conquered.

Someday miracles will happen.

And hearts won't be broken.

Someday the thorns won't prick.

No one would be weak and sick.

Someday life will change like a magic.

No one will end up tragic.

Lead our hopes in that someday

Until then stay strong and pray.

Nothing is impossible.

Everything is possible.

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Nagising Na
by Ren Concha

Ilang araw na ba ang nakalipas?

Simula ng aking talikuran ang landas

na tinatahak kong akala ko'y mabuti,

yun pala'y dulot sakin ay pighati.

Wala ng makakapagpabago pa sa nakaraan.

Ganun rin sa desisyon kong ika'y talikdan.

Nakipagkaibigan at sumama ako sa iyo,

sa aking buong akala na sasaya ako.

Hindi ko inintindi ang mga sakit noong una.

Ngunit nang nagtagal hindi ko na maiwasang lumuha.

Sinuway ko ang aking mga magulang,

upang sa iyo lamang ay huwag magkulang.

Ngunit anong iyong ginawa sa akin,

walang awang ako'y iyong inalipin.

Ngunit ngayon nagising na ako sa katotohanan,

na ika'y isang kalokohan lamang.

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Badly Missing You the 4th
by Ren Concha

It ’s so refreshing to my eye,

that I can't help but cry.

Because it's 7:30 am and I can't see you,

no presence at all, no hi, no hello, no you.

I was looking for you.

I was searching for you.

But we are miles away,

that I couldn't accept this way.

Sometimes I asked myself if there's really forever,

then I remembered those times we've been together.

While reminiscing those memories, I’ve come to know the funny answer.

It is being with you is the meaning of my forever.

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Badly Missing You

by Ren Concha

As I open my eyes from sleep,

I saw no you that made me weep.

Those days that we both spend together,

is long gone just fast as a feather.

Now my heart aches so badly.

As I feel so broken and lonely.

I hate it, today and tomorrow.

As I continue to feel this sorrow.

And at this very second I’m crying and it's all because I love you too much.

I am so weak and vulnerable that I want and absolutely need to feel your touch,

to the point that I’m so helpless that I can't restrain myself from missing you.

And this drives me insane that I want to spend every single day of my life with you.

I miss you!

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Player
by Ren Concha

I hate liars, users, posers, betrayers,

but I mostly hate damn players.

They play with you and all,

makin you fall for nothing at all.

You got to test that person first,

before his real intentions burst.

when at last the time comes I have proven it

I realized I was just stupid as it is and so damn it

Out of this throbbing ache knowing I was completely treated as a fool,

I furiously came out of my silent shell with burning rage losing my cool.

Yet I am an educated woman, so I painstakingly freed that boy from prison,

and so in the end even though I know he deserves it, to God I left the decision.

I guess it's too much to expect to have a serious relationship.

It's like holding on to a slippery pole to survive in a sinking ship.

I hope the next time I fall in love even if it's merely an infatuation,

I won't experience any agony nor pain for a change in situation.

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Moi Description
by Ren Concha

I regard my hobbies as my very own passion.

That's why people told me I have a weird obsession.

But I don't care, I'm happy and it's because of various reasons.

They are my true friends, their presence shines in all seasons.

I play drums and never get tired of it each session.

I love cute stuffs, anime, manga, in short I am an otaku in action.

I dream of being a president, I am afraid of no cautions.

I am a creature of grandeur, I won't be someone of foolish treasons.

Before I was such a little bitchy girl with fair complexion.

Now I am a big matured girl who changed because of devotion.

Looking back in the past of my life which I colored with crayons,

It transformed with rainbow colors and is now full of stars of zillions.

With those little things in life I set my eyes with admiration,

I never thought of those as my secret obligation.

This passion was made out of my pure and untainted dedication.

And thus set my humble declaration.

It was my lone intention not to be someone of the world's pollution.

That's why I have made no violation of rules, no need for negotation.

I am the one and only product of the universal collision.

I seek of the one and only truth of reality's illusion.

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Build a New World

by Ren Concha

Too much hardships and difficulties may cause us pain.

But it is never the reason to stop searching for what it meant.

We must keep on standing, fighting, again and again.

Because time is precious, we must cherish each moment.

Everyone knows how painful is it to start anew.

But to succeed, to feel happiness, let's rebuild a new future.

Let's not waste our time being blue.

Hope and faith will keep us moving for sure.

Each coming day is a new beginning.

Believe, don't stop believing, it comes with magic.

Fly and flee upon the sky, go on soaring.

Let's go on with the flow and follow the beat of the music.

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Acknowledge Life

by Ren Concha

Life goes down, life goes up

There's no such thing as crap

We need to accept things as they are

Unless we do want a bloody war

We got so many choices to believe in

but we got such tiny faith to use from within

We walk many paths, we cross many bridges

But some gave up and wasted many chances

Let's get our spirits high cause we must stand up and fight.

Let's gather all the courage and go on through many lengths.

Cause life doesn't end that simply, we must collaborate and unite.

There's so much more in this world left to see with our own strengths.

Walk like a princess, gallantly but don't trip, it's a shame.

Flee through the sky, escape but don't evade, it's a knowledge.

Run as if you've just been freed from a cage, don't think it's lame.

Pause and stop, as if all freezes, then search for the message.

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I look like a girl with matching long hair and stuffs. Just no make-up.

But either way, no one particularly cares. After all, I'm just a big fat loser.

I act like a boy, and people got used too it.

I got pretty used to it too. But things are going too far.

Boys think as if that it's okay to hurt me (physically) cause I'm strong, cause I'm not like those usual girls.

And damn it hurts me. When they actually punched their hungry fists to my shoulders, it actually hurts.

I don't feel the pain physically but I was emotionally dumbfounded.

I just felt like I want to cry but I thought it was ridiculous.

Ughh. For once in my lifetime, I want to be treated as a girl, as a woman, I want to feel it. And it sucks since it's impossible with me now.

Treat Me Like A Woman
by Ren Concha

Treat me as a woman, like a girl you've always known.

Treat me as a girl, who have been wanting to wear a gown.

Don't look up upon my strength, cause I'm truly weak.

So why don't you try to know me first before you speak.

Treat me as a woman, like a usual girl who has mixed emotions.

Treat me as a girl, who wants to be protected from cautions.

Don't just punch me and think it's okay; Be more mindful.

And most of all choose your words to say; Be more careful.

Life is a little short, make me feel loved.

Life is pretty unfair, but don't be unreasonable, don't ever run.

Life is a little scary, make me feel secured.

Life is pretty chaotic, but don't forget, I'm still a woman.

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If I Can Just Withdraw My Farewell

by Ren Concha

I wish I had never said farewell.

It made me sad since you never did tell,

what you really feel, what you really want

All this time, I wish you'd be blunt

I am sad, goodbyes do hurt too much

Now I know, now I fall, who's to catch?

Poor me, left alone with sullen wishes

Pity me, slowly dying to ashes.

Sitting near the fire I continue to think

Whether it is right to go off and sink

I wonder if I just need to let go, stand and move on

Or if I can't do it, so just sit back, relax, and wait on...

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Recognition
by Ren Concha

Failure from a test,

deprived from nature's best,

left with discrimination among the rest.

Loads of potential within me

No one has ever appreciate nor see.

Acknowledgment, I need more.

Love and Care, I long for.

Waiting for someone to open my door.

Whatever nonphysical things I do want,

Yes it comes to me, but scant.

It is painstakingly hard to continue leading this harsh way.

Every step leaves a scar that won't stop hurting even a day.

Agony and anguish, grief and sorrow, only the eyes do portray.

Whenever happy or unhappy, it doesn't matter, people don't care

In this huge world, I don't belong, I don't have a share.

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Torment of a Night

by Ren Concha

Love at first sight

Enjoy at one night

Trust of the foolish woman

Disgust of the playful man

A loitering shadow

Reflection near the window

Fantasies at dark

Fire with no spark

Tormented Soul

Blackening Charcoal

Jinx and Hades

Cutters and Blades

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Clutter
by Ren Concha

Never easy, never hard. it's just a matter of mindset.

Just like how you open a slippery or rusty faucet.

It's just a matter of a can do or can't do.

Strong resolve, strong will, courage and determination will do.

Life is just a complicated web with many holes.

In different lives, we come to play different roles.

I wonder why some can't bring themselves to accept

that we are all meant to experience the consequences of going right and left.

Let's see what we are meant to be, what we can, our potentials would be.

Let's go on, move forward, chin up, chest out, let's not flee.

Why not try to believe in ourselves and have confidence?

Be proud, stand strong, smile happily and to your old bad self say condolence.

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