I want to soar II

I want to soar II
by Ren Concha

I wish that someday the wind will change it's direction,
at the same time the water will change it's flow,
and someday at the same time, I can be the main protagonist in action,
yet I was so foolish to dream, I know.

Honestly I don't know if I'm trying my best.
I'm doing these and those but I still feel empty.
I'm desperately trying to think, but please give it a rest,
cause nothing, I can only think of nothing but things that are unworthy.

In reality, I'm useless,
in fantasy, I'm a hero
Look at the difference
There's too much to know

And actually now, I fear so much that I can't open my eyes,
I don't have any confidence to speak,
I'm afraid to listen to those words which I call lies,
I feel so disgusting that it makes me sick.

I don't have any strength to fight!
Even though I continue to live with just might
I'll still end up losing
Just like how my life right now is ending.

But I know it doesn't end here or there.
right now I'm still working with my resolve.
A resolve stronger than the strongest thing in the world.
And all left to do is to believe, have faith and win.

And I hereby promise, once again, I will soar!


Ruby said...

don't give up...hold on to your dream...and look up to a bright future ahead of you =) i think we've got a lot of things in common...two of these are...we write poems and we are dreamers =) nice to meet a dreamer like you...just don't give up...i have the same struggles as well...just believe in your dreams and they will lead you to the place where you ought to be ^_^...hehe...maxadong wordy..paxenxa na..got carried away...lol! teecee!

winkspot said...

weeehee.thanks po ate. :) I appreciate it. hindi tlga ako susuko! in-encourage mo ko sa words mo. thanks tlga :) ^-^ Ikaw din ah! Wag ka rin suko! Kaya natin to! Take care and Godbless :)