I want to soar II

by Ren Concha

I wish that someday the wind will change it's direction,

at the same time the water will change it's flow,

and someday at the same time, I can be the main protagonist in action,

yet I was so foolish to dream, I know.

Honestly I don't know if I'm trying my best.

I'm doing these and those but I still feel empty.

I'm desperately trying to think, but please give it a rest,

cause nothing, I can only think of nothing but things that are unworthy.

In reality, I'm useless,

in fantasy, I'm a hero

Look at the difference

There's too much to know

And actually now, I fear so much that I can't open my eyes,

I don't have any confidence to speak,

I'm afraid to listen to those words which I call lies,

I feel so disgusting that it makes me sick.

I don't have any strength to fight!

Even though I continue to live with just might

I'll still end up losing

Just like how my life right now is ending.

But I know it doesn't end here or there.

right now I'm still working with my resolve.

A resolve stronger than the strongest thing in the world.

And all left to do is to believe, have faith and win.

And I hereby promise, once again, I will soar!